I promise to have a full post soon, I'm just feeling so very blah about it all right now.
I think the mid-semester doldrums have kicked in.
Right now I am choosing between CivPro and sleep. I know my prof won't be calling on me tomorrow, since I've had my turn already. She does it alphabetically so I will know exactly when it's my turn next time. Does this motivate me to prepare every day? No, but I do it anyway.
Today, I am just too tired and sad. I miss Abigail so much. She comes home on Thursday from Nana's house and I can't wait. Friday it is one year since my brother-in-law died and Brian and I are both feeling the strain.
I feel so apathetic. I think I'll just go to bed and hope that tomorrow is better. Seeing Abby's smiling face and getting one of her hugs is all I need right now and I can't wait.
Hang in there Shan. Use the alphabetic classes as an opportunity to participate in discussions a little as well as to relax and pay attention without the fear of getting called on. And it's totally okay to take a break to rest.
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